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Monday, October 17, 2005
Jeezz! I am feeling so disgusted now. I repeat myself, I FELT SO DISGUSTED!!! No doubt 100% disgusted but also 80% of fear within me..It's losing my appetite...gosh! I had that feeling after i went out with HIM! Wrong move, i know now. I simply cant imagine a person who will have that INITIATIVE..hell..i can really vommit now. He's not my so-called good friend yet, just a causual friend i will say, but i just cant stand his action...it's making my life miserable! I can truly understand other people's feelings now..OMG! Horrible! Seriously i think i gave him the wrong idea..da*n! But the messages i sent seem alright to me..in fact, he should know that i am not, and will not be interested in the guys in our school..i mean.. the guys in our school are not entirely that bad, but it's just weird to have an opposite sex as a good friend..esp. so after the experience in sec. school...so is he thinking way too much?I just hope he gets my message that i am avoiding him man...lesser sms and definitely no more "outing" with him..i guess that's the most obvious of all. Crazy! Whatever the case now..for goodness sake..dont sms me those what i will say, "junk msg"..cuz i need sleep and dont wish to wake up in the middle of my nap just to read your ever boring msg...and it's irritating me!
* one wrong step, be prepared to suffer* Hahaz!
Anyway, 2 days had passed..i didnt wish him happy b-day. Sounds rather petty to me..but i guess that's what he wants..isnt it? Since he dont wanna have any more contact with me, i shall fulfill his dream. 17 now, should should be more matured yea? I seriously hope so! I dont hate him or blame anyone for the break-up..more than half a year has passed..so it's time to move on! I just wish him well, happy, excel in his acadamic and also financially okay..i think he desperately needs that...and hey, that's not an insult..that's the least of concern i can wish for him as a friend. Anyway everybody let's be happy and enjoy our lives...who knows what might happen the next second yea?
lzx loves u all!
ABOUTS
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