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Friday, July 29, 2005
Stress Stress Stress!!!Never in my life have i been so stress!!!! Not even when i was having my O's!! Gosh! I was wondering am i stupid or what! No matter how hard i studied, and i really studied hard cuz i woke up early in the moring at 5pm, slept at 12am. yet, that's the kind of !@#$% results i got back. I was so fustrated and sad for myself!!!! It's totally horrible! Terrible! whatever! I hate this kind of life! Simply hates it!! Argh! Whatever!
Anyway, there's a two day camp next week! Kinda excited about it cuz it's really been a long time since i last went for a camp..think it was at yr 2003? yeah...but i wish the people i am going with are my ex-classmates...i will have more fun with them..not that it wouldn't be fun with my jc classmates, but we arent really that close and they are more mature...oh well, everyone should be now....
Hmm...this week is the most busy and stress week...it's simply test test and more test! It's really driving me crazy....esp, the A level subject..horrible horrible horrible!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
oh well, the bbq is a success though there's very limited range of food available. Saw many ex-classmates...they didnt change much..haha...anyway, it's only about half a year since i last saw them..what do i expect to see? Extreme change over like what Ames said? And he's really....argh...i wonder i should take that as a compliment or insult..but he's really..oh..."sweet" together with his gf...haha...some interesting thing happened..cannot say anything for fear of being hacked..hahaz...but its' really fun..i really miss them lots...i miss jia huey, jasmine and stephanie the most!!!! But steph wasnt here yesterday..so sad! Life life life...i miss my old life!!!! He wasnt there but she was. Hmm..when i saw her, she's still the same. I actually hope to see him..just to see him..nothing else man...I hope to have another gathering, then i can really know how's everyone's doing..really hope so...
And there's this guy, dont say sorry cuz i wasnt angry..haha..just joking with u cuz u're such a soft-spoken guy...u know u arent in any fault? So why say sorry?? Dont say sorry so easily k...didnt really talk much to u...so hope that in the future there is...take good care everyone, lzx love u all so much!!
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i just did a sinful act...i killed a harmless crockroach....damn! it's really a sin....this is the second time i killed a crockroach...but it was "running" in front of me...it should be lucky i didnt scream..if not it will die even faster when daddy comes...but...no matter what, i still have to kill it using a pesticides..cuz i really feel uncomfortable knowing this "creature" lives under the same roof as me...therefore i sprayed on it so many times...hoping it will die faster and do not suffer much...god bless! it's really horrible seeing it suffering..it's like it is having a stroke...man..sorry!
I love chemistry!!! I love my teacher, Ms Veron Lee!!! Haha..she's a very sweet lady...=)
Econs...hoho...well, at least the lectures are more interesting than last term..it was so boring that i will fell asleep...hahaz! BBQ is getting nearer..actually i am still thinking whether i should go or not, though i promised jas i will go..but on second thought, it's kinda rush for me...after my work i have to rush down from orchard all the way back...is it worth all my trouble? haha...i will only know it myself on sat..u're such a lamer...lzx...haha!
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Hmm...i am the chairman of choir..i ought to be happy, googling, dreaming and being excited about it yea? Sad to say, i am not...i really wonder why....guess i really wanna be a secretary..but oh wel...i shall do my best then...
Anyway i am gonna start my swimming lessons next week! yeppie! That's what i am really excited about! Haha! oh yea, my 2.4 km run really hopeless! i screwed it up! that's basically a fail for my standard! But guess i have no one to balme except myself...i didnt train myself for the run and there's no compeititor...haha..li xian was in no rush to finish the run...anyway, i am glad it's over!
It's been a few weeks...oh oh!........haha!
Going for the bbq on 23...hmm...gonna see my ex 4e4 classmates...had a mix feeling about it..i am gonna see him him and her...the other her may not be coming..lol...should i be happy about that? yea..kinda..lolz.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
HOHOHO! Damn! I gonna get a bronze for my NAFA..i'm so sad..i aim to get a gold...to hell with the inclined pull-up! it's all bcuz of it...swear swear swear! ARggggggg! I am not putting in any efforts for my 2.4km run..why bother! I am not gonna get a gold anyway..=(
anyway, life's boring..well, what can u expect when u are schooling? But today i am kinda happy cuz i can do my chemistry practical..hmm..recalling the first day i had my chem pract. in Jc, it was a total mess! And when the first pract. test came, i screwed it up! I was so nervous that i i added the wrong solution..gosh..and the whole experiment really was horrible! Anyway, after that lesson, i learnt to read my qns thoroughly....it's really a frightening experience.
Actually come to think of it, Jc's life isnt that bad..at least i found some really close friends...Glenda and Yi Zheng. I can really talk to them...i mean about myself, my life bla bla bla..and vice versa. It's really fun being with them. The best thing is they are not petty..haha...u know gals are always so petty, but thanks god they arent. Anyway, study hard Zx!
Friday, July 08, 2005
Hell! Yueyin Lixian and Peiying saw my neoprints!!! ARGHH!!!! So embarrassing man...it's all Glenda's fault! If she didnt tell me to stop and see the z-pop poster, they wouldnt have seen it...blex! Oh! I actually saw him today!! I am not sure if it's him, but it sure looks like him...i mean...that totally sour face..haha! His hairstyle...well, no comment..but it really sucks...lol..haha..Zx is such a bad gal...anyway, have fun today! I finally bought that pair of HUGE round earring which i laid my eyes on ever since the great spore sale...and i finally decide to buy it cause i am planning on wearing it during class gathering..hoho! Hmm...he's gonna work at a remote island??!!! HAHAHA! That will really be so fun..why am i being so sarcastic? Haha...cuz it will be really weird..if u want me to go work at a remote island, i will rather kil myself. However, if i am in a bad mood, that will perfect! No one disturbing my life..hohoho!
Thursday, July 07, 2005
It's really horrible! I have NEVER EVER in my entire life failed so badly before!! Hell! It's totally unbelievable! Gosh!!!!! Damn! It's so DISGUSTING!!!! Eeeeeeeeee! I will get killed soon....Man! Seriously, i gotta remind myself to buck up..i do not have much time left..it's really horrible!!!!! What a bad decision i have made...
Saw Genevieve cried today..though i do not have a clear idea why she was crying, but somehow i figure it out..a bit! Gals are nothing but trouble? I wanna correct it. GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT TROUBLE! They know nothing except making gals cry...and i really dont recommend JC students to go into a relationship..not now..cuz it's a crucial 2 yrs for us...but! Well, just wish them luck..though i hope "he" wont make her cry again..it's really sad to see a friend cry....er..for this reason anyway! HAHA
Had fun chatting with Glenda at GP tutorial today..didnt really listen to what the teacher is talking about cuz we are talking bad about some people..HAHA! It's not those dislike joke, but just wanna crack some jokes between us cuz it's really a stress day...she's really crazy..esp when i told her about my "past", she totally went nuts! It's like she had never heard "that" before..lame.....=)
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Hohoho! Such a bored me who’s in school doing nothing…well, supposed to do project work but everyone’s playing away, so I might as well join in the fun..HAHA! It’s really damn booooring! There’s nothing to do….BOOOOOOO! Oh well! Shall get some work done now and stop slacking!!!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Kill me!!!!! Somebody just kill me....i will die....die die die...but i am glad that the tutors didnt scold me...guess they have been expecting that..how am i gonna tell my parents??!!! Gosh! Just kill me...
Monday, July 04, 2005
i miss him....but is it those friendship kind of miss or love kind? hahaz...i dont know and i dont wanna know...i dont want to love anyone now except myself...love...it really hurts...friends around me have being hurt by love...so why bother to add on a burden to me...it's unneccessary...i dont need it now..."not desperately!" I can still survive without it...maybe one year from now...only then i will really considering getting myself a boyfriend...haha...if by 20 and i still cant find one, i shall remain single...as if! hahaz! But i hope he will be fine..although he probably has no idea he's the one i am referrring to..cuz there's another "one" who played a part in my life...but....haha! Forget it..
Sunday, July 03, 2005
no more updates on my friendster's blog...hahaz
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Shannon has went back to Australia...he said quite a few things to me in the airport, but i was busy crying that i only heard him saying he will be back next month...of cuz i know it's a lie..haha..it was really embarrassing that i cried bcuz none of his friends including my aunt were crying..but i just cant help it..i still cried on the bus..It's really EMBARRASSING!! remembered that day Siang Rong went for Canada, i also cried...i simply dislike the feeling of someone leaving..haha...
hmm...the past 2 days were really fun...especially where we went to on friday night.."secret"...kinda scared cuz it's my 1st time there...at first it was quite exciting, but eventually bored...aunt was busy having fun with her friends...so only left Shannon to take care of me..but as the night passed...i slept and "......." haha. the feeling was really awful..i wonder why some people can stand it...we left at 3am..both of us feeling really tired..
On thursday, i went to collect the ndp preview tickets at far east square..damn! it was so difficult to find..i really wanna kill my bro who wanted me to collect on behalf of him..after that, went to meet Shannon at Orchard...he gave me a box of chocolate..haha...i only tasted it yesterday..kinda delicious, except that it was a bit bitter...anyway, i bought a pair of shoes..then walked around..slacking again...at night, we went to PS for our dinner...haha...something which kinda annoyed me happened...no one knew...anyway, Aunt's friends were really funny...it's fun being with them...after dinner...well, we went there..
oh yea...i received his sms when he arrived in Australia this morning...so surprised cuz i thought he will most probably email..anyway, i shall wish him good luck for whatever interviews he has..haha..
Friday, July 01, 2005
Hmm...further updates coming soon...
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