Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Am i wrong again? Am i going into that state again? A state of confusion and hurt? I regained my pride, i healed myself...after 2 long years. Am i taking the wrong step again? All i can say is...time will prove to me...that i had let go and move on.
It's near..really near...what's next?
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Friday, June 15, 2007
Friday, June 15, 2007
To: Dearest Mickey mouse
7 hours had passed, it seems like eternity. I msged you 3 times. I took the pig home and hug it to sleep. I gave this cutie to you on our 3rd anniversary and the smell of it reminds me of you. You were finally enlisted to ns and wont be able to see you for 2 weeks. Glad to spent the days with you before your enlistment. We went to the temple at Bugis, travelled all the way to Katong for our specs, buy the stuffs required, staying overnight at my home and talking till 2am. They were all worth it. Didnt say goodbye to each other cuz it will be a torture. Waiting for your call makes me feel so fustrated. Knowing that i can only see you 2 weeks later dampen my mood. What's wrong with me? I hope you're fine, and i know youu'll be cuz your cousin is with you, and 1 month later, friends from sec scl will be joining you. 14 days before i can see you. What a drag! I miss you, mickey mouse.
From: Me
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Monday, December 18, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
Mickey mouse went to thailand..i guess he should be in thailand now. Life's a joke. 2 years ago, he went overseas and it doesnt really affect me. I sent him a message before he left..that's all. 2 years later, 5 hours before he left, i was talking to him on the phone. Crying. Talked to him from 11pm to 2pm...and i silently hope that he will not leave...but on 4.40am, he called me saying he's at the airport now. On 5.33am, he's on the plane, leaving. Boo! No one will talk to me at night and send me sweet messages...and this will continue for 5 days!!!! Siao lar. Shall use this week to finish some of my work. It's really a lot...and i just realise it. I even lost some of it..great! KaiQing!! Save me!! Photocopy the worksheets!!! Haha. I will start to count down...
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
I am finally 18!!! Yesterday spent a peaceful day...no birthday cake for me cuz my bro treated me to ice-cream and i was so full...YUMMY! I am glad that he spent the day with me...despite the fact that he had a headache and 2 exams before then. Thank you...pang pang. Thanks to all the people who sent me birthday greetings too..i appreciate it.
We celebrated our 3rd mth anniversary on 7th. I was quite scared that something will happen again...we didnt celebrate the 1st 2 mths...cuz..in one word, suai. Anyway, it was really a memoriable day...i never knew i am such a romantic. HAHA. I made a card..though not very nice lar...gave him a really cute piggy bolster and brought him to Swensen to eat ice cream cake. It was extremely embarrassing when the waiter asked me was it my friend's birthday. But NOPE..it was just 3 mth anniversary..not 1st mth or 1st year..but 3 mth..and the worst thing was i requested 3 candles..BOOOOOOOO! Totally no face. But i guess it will be another year before i treat him to Swensen again..it's not cheap okie! But i know he spent quite a sum of money on me...so on this kind of special occasion...no choice lar...anyway, after that we walked around in town and happen to get FREE drink at STARBUCK. Look carefully..is FREE drinks...any drinks! Wahaha..cuz they doing some charity work..but we..okay lar..HE donated 2 bucks..cuz HE spent 5 bucks on some totally disgusting muffin or cookies? Whatever..it was DISGUSTING. We stone there for almost an hour...really stone! Then went to Chijmes...it's expensive, but the portion is really really BIG. I had to stuff the food inside my mouth...but i still cant finish it. Oh yea..i drank long island TEA..that's crap lar...it's plain alcohol. The best thing was after taking 6 SIPS, my face turned red...slept on the train, reached khatib, felt like vommiting and alight the train. PUI. The feeling was so...eeeeeee! Guess i was slightly drunk..that's what he told me...haha...so malu...drank 1/4 only lor...i shall train myself to become a good drinker...=P
It's 13 dec...and i haven started studying...not to mention all those chunks of works to do. Time to buck up...someone pls motivate me!
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
WootS! I had so much fun these few days...think all the laughter i buried inside my heart all came bursting out. It's really fun going out with him..we have one thing in common..bad mouth people behind their back...and it's practically behind their back. WaHAHA. The worst thing is we cant stop laughing once we started. Running woman and toilet man. So idiotic!
Went hockey training at delta yesterday. It was raining so heavily and i still had to play for at least for another 30 mins. In the end, i had to go town like a mad woman who just had a bath and cant be bothered to dry herself. =p
I miss Kai Qing, Sam and Jo. I miss laughing and gossiping together. Most of all, i am gonna miss my J2 friends. Sometimes i wish that i am still with them..graduating together...but not going to the prom lar..cuz seriously, i am not interested. Waste money by dolling yrself up for a few hundred bucks just for that one night? Hmm...my hard earn money lor...i wont throw it into the drain. And i know he wont like me going..so it gives me one more valid reason why i shouldnt go. Haha.
The day is approaching soon..i am still finding surprises..though i already have some in my mind..but on second thought, it doesnt seems that surprising to me..just hope that that day will be a happy day and i wont ruin it..yea...i should control my temper...
Guess this is the longest entry i wrote in this year..so many unexpected things happen...glad to say that this year is not a bad year afterall...i should really start studying soon...if not i will have more regrets....lucky lady...please stay near me!
Oh yea...kaiqing...i where got zhong se qin you lor...dun accuse me! Always bad mouth me..previous time say i disgusting..u good! =) Miss u all!!!
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
Saturday, November 18, 2006
liar liar liar. So it's all lies from the start of the beginning. why bother to say sorry. bet u wun wanna tell me if i didnt force u to say out. it's so shit. HA!
Really...a person shouldnt be a fool twice...if not, it's not call fool...it's call stupid...really stupid.
Friends are afterall better..so glad that i didnt listen to u and try to break off contacts with my guy friends...so well...i am not that stupid.
Oh well...Sam went for holiday today...Eeee! I am so jealous of her...how i wish i can go overseas..and i dont mean M'sia. * Dream on *
I think i should spend my time revising and earn more money! That's what i call being practical.
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Life is so DEPRESSING. I think the rate of students commiting suicide will be even higher than last year...all thanks to... well i shall not mention it...i hope everyone will remain happy...
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